That’s it, I’ve had it, my cousin is pregnant, my delightful, successful, single-until-fairly-recently, younger cousin! Her and her pilot fiancée got engaged last week and we were all thrilled. She has not had a serious relationship for nearly 20 years and met her fiancé through a friend (who met him on tinder) a year or so ago. He is lovely and they are so well suited, it was if it was meant to be and now they’re engaged and having a baby! I am insanely jealous!
We’ve been trying for nearly two years now and, apart from the one ‘glitch’ (as the doctor described it), we haven’t even come close to getting pregnant. I am thoroughly depressed about the whole thing.
True, I may not have been as pro-active as I could have been (I have still not called Bupa to check my cover and I haven’t altered my diet at all) but the depression has robbed me of any inclination to do so. Until recently it had really put us off sex too (although we seem to have got over that issue now)!
I need to pull my finger out, call Bupa, book some acupuncture sessions and start really researching what I should be doing to help. Izzy Judd’s book “Dare to dream” is out tomorrow and I’m thinking that may be a good place to start. I need to stop resting on my laurels and expecting it just to happen as it is obviously not going to.
Any pointers as to where to start would be appreciated!